The sun is shining, and we’re starting to warm to Guruji. We were warned by the other teachers here before he returned from his travels that he can seem a bit strict, but that’s because this ashram is his life and as he travels a lot, he needs to ensure things are run to his standard when he’s away. Years ago I worked for a (somewhat) famous crocodile hunter who was similar in his approach to his staff, and his protection of his brand and how it is presented to his guests, so I respect the desire to ensure everything is ‘just so’ (I know I’d be the same, to be honest!). Adding to that, after his initial first day of flurried activity he’s settled in a bit now and has shown his humorous side to us, as well as given his time to educate us on the parts of his culture that he feels are most pertinent to us… while he could talk, of course. This morning he is busy preparing for the ceremony to begin on time, so he calls for all hands on deck to help prepare.. the Russian, conveniently, sneaking off to practice violin at this time.
We are seated around a holy man, who is preparing a fire space for mantras and offerings to be presented by all of us, seated around it.. once all the mantas are recited and offerings are done, the coals of the ‘sacred fire’ are transferred to Guruji’s area (all those concrete slabs around the property are starting to make sense now), and with the honk of a conk shell trumpet, he’s ready to get started. 3 months of silence starts now.
We’re invited inside his space to offer our well wishes for his ‘sadhana’, his ever faithful Russian disciple longingly calling to him, “we’ll be right here with you all the way Guruji, we love you” and true to her word, she basically didn’t leave, silently watching him as he sat in silence surrounded by fire all afternoon. Different monks have different sadhanas to perform, based on what their master decides is necessary for their detachment from worldly things and eventual attainment of enlightenment. Some must not eat for long periods of time, some most observe silence… in more extreme cases, they must meditate on top of a corpse for a predetermined period of time. If they break it for even one day, one minute.. the clock starts again. Our Guruji has performed his fire sadhana many times, so we know he’s got it in the bag.
Our final hatha yoga class is completed, our last meal eaten on the cold temple floor, and I get one-on-one time with Swamiji to learn his secrets to mastering not eating for 3 months. He’s a very spiritually aware man, and can read me like a book.. he offers insights into why I struggle in this human form, my past life karmas and how I might overcome them, and we discuss everything from pre-birth traumas on infants to philosophies on reincarnation and astrology, until it’s past our bedtime (9pm).